let go

I wish you longed for here and now
for what you have and for me
How can we move forward
If you are looking back,
trying to drag along the past too?
Is this really necessary
really healthy for us?
Why cant I be all you want
why do you have to
want them too?
sometimes in life you have to
let go of the memories
let the people go.
sometimes thats what you have to do
in order to grow up
in order to go forward.
it hurts me to see you try to bring them along,
it makes me feel like im not enough,
like I didnt turn out to be like you thought Id be.
I pray that you will soon see
How we cant go forward,
until you let go.